I’m not sure what’s happening, but I do know there is something going on.
There is massive change happening. Not only is this change occurring within me, but it is all affecting others too. It mostly has to do with my Baby.
They got her.
Now she is part of this sick game. I have no one to talk to, no one to tell. They are everywhere. They work in the police, the military, in law, medicine, they are everywhere!
I still think about killing myself, but this time to make sure I end it right. I just don’t know anymore. Is my life worth it at the expense of others? I can’t bare knowing that they are hurting my Baby. It makes me sick to my stomach, especially because I sit here waiting like some pig in order to graduate and receive praise. What about her? How come she is not in school? Where are all her friends? Why are they keeping her?
You’ve changed things forever, there’s no going back.