Do we all eventually become numb to everything?
I am losing my interests in film and videos.
Music, if it’s not repetitive, is losing its entertainment value.
Food, for the most part, is losing its flavor.
Masturbation is boring, a waste of time, and a loss of energy.
I am slowly losing my ability to feel things.
I get angry, but I suppress.
I begin to cry, but I suppress and it slowly evolves into a laughter.
I don’t know what I am doing.
I am getting cold.
What’s the point?
Should I take my meds or will that make me more brainless? Heartless?
What’s the point of waiting? What’s the point of trying?
We’re all going to die eventually.