Here I am.
Dear Heavenly Father, forgive me for I have sinned.
I carry the burden of a golden cross around my neck, but I do not know what it is for anymore.
I used to believe it was love, but not I think it is a fraud.
Yesterday I heard things, today I heard things, and now I see blackness. I see no faces, just darkness.
Where one side of me wants to end this pathetic case of a life, the other side of me wants justice.
Why is that I am willing to put my life on the line for others, and yet in still they won’t even stand for themselves?
Here I am once again Lord asking for forgiveness, as my eyes fill with tears but not of happiness but of disappoint and of sorrow. I recognize now that most people live double lives those which is seen for the public and the other which is kept in private.
I have honored my vow of silence, and I will honor it to the day I die. My only request Lord is that you would give me the opportunity to serve honorably with men who are not afraid to die for the truth.
I am tired of living with cowards who hide behind college degrees, fancy cars, fame, mansions, social media profiles, all I want Father is Truth!
Why is everyone hiding from me? Is it because they don’t want to face reality?
It’s fine. I learned to accept that the burden of carrying the cross is death.
In 6 hours of silence I have learned so much Father, and for that I thank you.
I now commit myself to you, and I ask Lord that you absolve me from all oaths, vows and bondages.
I turn my life to you in hopes that I can serve you with honor, courage and commitment.
Michael Stephen Williamson.